I'm not that Famous

I'm going to make it short and simple.
Tadi kawan saya story.
Dean masuk kelas budak2 medic year 1.
Dia ajar something about family health.
Dia suka tanya soalan.
Then tengah dia bagi lecture dia ada cakap pasal convo dinner.
So dia panggil la nama2 junior yg ada buat persembahan malam tu.
Lepas tu dia cakap yg nyanyi and main keyboard tu sape?
Then budak2 junior pun jawab Kak Wany!!!
Eyh, ramai ke yg kenal saya???
Saya rasa saya sangat pendiam.^_^
Then Dean tu cakap dia ingat saya pun budak junior.
Dia cakap lagi "i thought your batch is the best"
Apa maksud dia??hahaha.

>>>oyasumi!!!(gudn8) ^0^

Twit twit

I guess I found my new hobby.
Facebook dah boring.
I just made a twitter account.
A newbie.yeay!!
I feel free to tweet whatever I want here.

I just realize I approved a lot of friend request that I dont even know who is it.
Yang paling menyampah a lot of stranger tiba2 chat.
I dont even know you la.
Tapi salah saya jugak yg aprrove.
Nak remove balik macam xsampai hati pulak.
See, saya tak jahat.
Bajet baik la.hahaha.
But ada sorang tu yg saya dari dulu nak remove tapi....

Kenapa saya rasa English saya makin burok?
Compared to my sister saya rasa malu.huhu.
Tadi saya baca essay dia, memang gempak la.
Tapi dia memang rajin baca novel english.
Dia xlama lagi sit for SPM.
Of course dia akan dapat A1.amin
Nanti muet boleh dapat band 6 agaknya.
Saya?? ermmm...
Haih, tiba2 je dia nie.
Tadi cakap pasal twitter and facebook.
Xdela, this thought just cross my mind.
So saya tulis je la.

Enough la bebelan kali nie.
Actually assignment BM xsiap lagi.huhu.

Lesson I had learnt for today,
>>>Dont regret your pass, its why you are you.
>>>Dont predict the future, you might let yourself down.
>>>Live for now and make everyday count!!yeay!
>>>Nyah ko dari aku, wakaru??!!

When words fail, Music speaks

Actually this is not my first show.hehehe
My first show masa kat tadika.
Time tu nyanyi lagu apa ekk?Lupa pulak.
Just ingat tema dia tentang ibu.

Since then saya memang slalu nyanyi.

Hobi??Yup.erm but I rather call it as a passion.

Masa kecik2 saya suka nyanyi lagu dangdut mas idayu.hehe.
Saya still ingat lagi masa tu pakai kaset, CD xde lagi.
Selain nyanyi saya suka menari jugak.
Tapi sekarang bakat menari dah hilang.
Nasib baik bakat menyanyi still ada.^^,

Bila enter sekolah rendah, saya nyanyi for nasyid.
Then kalau ada majlis kat sekolah saya buat persembahan.
Masa tu saya minat Siti Nurhaliza.
Saya memang suka nyanyi and saya tak pernah rasa takut.
Actually saya seorang yg pemalu.
Tapi when it comes to sing malu saya hilang and saya rasa confident sangat.
Saya selalu jugak buat persembahan kat luar masa hari keluarga office ayahla.
And saya selalu ikut pertandingan.

Minat saya still sama masa masuk sekolah menengah.
Saya still nyanyi for solo nasyid.
Dari sini saya dapat proper ilmu pasal nyanyian dari cikgu nasyid.
Dia memang pakar bab2 musik and seni suara.
Slalunya saya nyanyi ikut suka je asal suara sedap.
Tapi berkat didikan dia saya belajar banyak teknik nyanyian.

On 22 October during our senior convo dinner saya perform lagi.
Last year convo pun ada jugak.
Tapi this time different than other previous performances saya pernah buat.
Sebab this time saya main keyboard live sambil nyanyi.yeay!!
Saya pandai main menatang nie dari sekolah rendah.
Tapi xkhatam blaja piano coz nak stop for UPSR.
Lepas tu saya dah x sambung blaja piano.
What a waste. =(
Lagi2 sekarang ambik medic.

Nampak macam uncivillised sebab barefooted.hehehe. 

Hilang keayuan. tapi xpe, as long as saya rasa selesa.^.^

Oh ya, saya bawak lagu Jar of Hearts malam convo tu.
Before that, saya bawak lagu Skyscraper dengan Gift of a Friend.
Both lagu nie saya pakai minus one sebab xdapat jumpa piano sheets.
Actually for jar of hearts sepatutnya ada budak junior main gitar.
Tapi malam tu dia nervous sangat so cancel la.
Tinggal saya sorang main keyboard.
Mula2 memang sangat nervous.
Tapi bila dengar crowd tepuk tangan and bersorak, nervous saya hilang.
Thank God, I did well and dapat pujian ramai.
Saya bukan xbiasa orang puji suara saya.
Tapi kali nie saya main keyboard skali.
It was a very huge difference.

Saya paling suka Prof Balbir punya compliment.hehehe.
Dia nak ajak saya duet nanti next convo.
Tapi next year saya praktikal kat Sibu.hahahaha.
Ramai orang puji performance saya best sebab suara saya sedap.
Tapi actually any performance akan jadi best once you are in the song.
Bila saya nyanyi saya memang betul2 feel.
Saya nyanyi untuk express my feeling and share it to people.
Next time saya nak main gitar pulak la.hehehe.
Muzik memang teman sejati saya.^__^

>>>Saya nak piano besar tu.huhuhu

Poor the panties

Yo peeps, I got a petrifying story today!!
I'm stupefied, stunned, terrified.
After MEQ exam, we gather up together at the lobby.
There are 7 of us, the peas in the pot.
We discuss a bit about the exam and suddenly one of us break a news.
A: Malam tadik ada orang gila seks agak rumah mek orang.
Me: Ha? (I was like,what??)

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A crazy guy broke into my friends' house (rumah sewa, 8 orang dudok)
Tapi xmasok dalam rumah la coz pintu berkunci.
Gate pun lock, maybe dia panjat (orang gila seks sanggup buat apa je)
One of my friends tengah masak kat dapur tengah diperhatikan.
Tapi dia xnampak coz luar gelap, tapi orang tu nampak dia. eeeiii
Then dia selit sumting kat sinki melalui tingkap dapur tanpa disedari.
Kawan yang lagi sorang tengok kertas tu dari jaoh.
Dia ingat tu kertas contain info for problem-based learning(PBL) kitaorang.
Dalam kepala dia "Oww, maybe ni gambar erectile dysfunction".
We are the profesional.hahahaha.
Bukan nak cakap biasa tengok penis la tapi xsangka la ada orang pecah masok yg letak.
Dia biar je kertas tu n didnt bother to look in detail.

Dapur rumah

Then kawan yg lagi satu nak minum air nampak macam ada kelibat orang.
Scary la weiii dah la time Maghrib, tengok kelibat pulak.
Halusinasi kot sebab imaginasi dia nie over sikit.hehe.
Memang slalu nampak benda yg xde, jangan marah ek?
Then masa dia nak kencing, dia nampak semua pakaian dalam.
Atas lantai belakang rumah area washing machine.
Yang scary nya panties tu bergolong2 je macam lepas orang pakai. EEEWWW!
Panties tu berbau semen (air mani) bercampur air kencing. Tersangatla eewwww.
Dahla xboleh control nafsu seks, kencing pon xboleh control.
Apa punya orang la. Seriously.
Boleh dia romance dengan panties tu sampai boleh ejaculate??
Poor the panties....really!!

Ada panties and bra yg dia amek tau, especially those with striking colours.
When my friends just realized that, diaorang pergi tengok kertas yg diselit tadi.
Omaigad!! Penoh gambar lucah kat kertas tu.
Siap print kaler2 pulak. Ada lelaki n perempuan.
Gambar perempuan tu ada nama tau.
My interpretation is, these are all my victims, u all are the next!!
Takotnyerrrrr!!! Paranoid ke??

Bila dah clear dengan apa yg terjadi, diaorang pon jerit kuat2.

Semua lari berkumpol kat tingkat atas.

Then, diaorang call semua member2 lelaki yg tinggal berdekatan.

Baik diaorang nie, semangat setiakawan yg tinggi.

Sanggup datang padahal esok ada exam besar.

One of the member siap beli bab lampu lagi sebab lampu depan rumah rosak.

Then sanggup langgar lampu merah sebab risau dengar suara kawan menangis kat phone.

Sweet nyer, punyalah concern, senior pun datang.

Starting from that night, diaorang akan selalu meronda.

Oh ya, lupa pulak nak mention Angina.

Sapa tu?? Anjing rumah jiran sebelah.

Angina ni jinak dengan orang yg dia biasa nampak including me.hehehe

Malam kejadian tu, memang ada dengar si Angina ni menyalak.

Nampak x Angina kat bawah ni??^^,

Kenapa saya kepochi sangat padahal saya tinggal dengan parents??
Lupa nak cakap, saya selalu sleepover kat rumah tu.
Bila saya stress, sedeh or happy saya akan jengok diaorang.
I manage to forget some of my moment of despair walaupun sekejap.
That is why that is my second home sweet home. ^_^

>>>>Saya nak tembak laki tu sebab dia cam bodoh je!!

Mayaatttt =___=

Yay! Broadband dah bayar, bolehla online.heee~~
Baru sembuh dari demam nie. Nasib baik xdemam masa exam.
Exam next week tapi....erm xprepare lagi.
Macam biasa la, habiskan 50++ lecture notes dalam satu malam.
Dah banyak2 yang masuk, nanti susah pulak nak klua, ter'obstruct'.hehe
Lepas tu mulalah sesi menembak jawapan, kalau paper abc xpe la jugak, yg subjektif??
Eyh, yg abc pon xboleh tembak sesuka hati, mcq (multiple choice) paper true false question kalau salah kena tolah markah.huhu
So baq (best answer question) paper la satu2 nya paper yg boleh tembak.^^,
Tapi sekarang bukan nak story pasal exam ye.
Title post kali nie macam seram kan??? Xde la seram, bukannya jumpa mayat pon.^.^

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Actually I was beginning to have the flu-like symptoms after the visit to the rumah mayat at SGH.
Was I infected from the cadaver@mayat??? Naa, just exaggerating.hehehe.
Maybe terjangkit dari my sister or one of my friend yg demam a day before.
Kenapa tudoh mayat tu?? Saje...haha..sebab masa study cadaver tu xpakai mask.
Lecehla, tali mask tu nak kena gantung kat telinga.
Dah penat2 atur selendang hana tajima before datang kelas tadi. Nanti rosak pulak.
Kawan2 semua pakai sebab xtahan bau. Even ada yg pakai mask tu macam nak termuntah je.
Actually xbau pon, cuma bau chemical untuk preserved organ2 mayat. Tu je.
It was the negative thinking that affects us, which sending signal kat vomitting center in the brain.
Still boleh tahan bau nie daripada bau najis masa lab buat stool smear.
Ya ampun, memang mencabar la practical tu. Next time la story ok??
So saya xpakai mask tapi glove memang kena pakai la sebab nak raba2 mayat tu nanti.haha.

Mekap ala2 corpse bride. Got to try this. =___=

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Currently in gastrointestinal system block.
Study semua pasal saluran pemakanan dan pencernaan starting form mouth sampai la ke anus.
So kitaorang akan observed abdominal cavity of the cadaver.
In layman terms, nak tengok ruang abdomen start dari bawah diaphragm sampai ke tulang pinggang.
Sila rasa sendiri tulang pinggang anda.hehe
Kita orang dibahagikan into 2 groups, each group consists of about 15 students.
Ada 2 mayat, both males. I know he's males. Everything is exposed of course except for the face.ahahahaha..erkkk
I'm in first group. Lucky coz mayat tu lebih senang nak observe than yg lagi satu.
Menurut Dr. Tin, anatomist dari Myanmar, mayat tu dah berumur 5 tahun. The other one lagi lama.

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So Dr Tin pun start to explain the liver, intestines, colon, blood supply, bla bla....
Kalau dapat dissect sendiri mayat tu lagi best. Tapi sini kekurangan mayat.
Dua mayat tu memang dah guna bertahun2.
Lepas tu Dr Tin explain to the other group yg turut menyebok dekat group kitaorang tadi.
Rimas la ramai sangat. Xsabar2 je diaorang tu.
Then kitaorang explore sendiri organ2 tu. Its kinda soft and cold.
Lepas puas selak2 usus, tengok blood supply for the sake of exam, kitaorang nak tangkap gambar pulak.
Tapi xboleh, Dr Tin xkasi. Dia suroh tangkap gambar dia je, buat ape? Xkuar exam pon.hahaha
Rupa dia lebih kurang macam gambar kat bawah nie.

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Kawan dah ajak balik. Xsuka la ramai2, dah la bilik mayat tu kecik je. Crowded la.

Dah la satu cadaver kongsi dengan more than 15 people.

Oh ya, before balik sempat jugak singgah dekat mayat sebelah.

Nampak la muka dia, diaorang sebok nak tengok facial muscle padahal xde kaitan dengan block nie.

Saya nampak muka dia, seorang lelaki tua. Stiff je expression muka dia. 

Then em bulu hidung dia terkeluar, seriously I'm not kidding. That's all.haha

>>>Saya nak ada mayat sendiri 4 the purpose of learning.

>>>Saya nak dissect@bedah sendiri mayat tu

>>>Saya nak tido dengan mayat (bukan tido sebelah dia)

>>>Saya xtakut mayat, saya xtakut darah dan saya suka tengok cerita hantu.babai!!

My Report Card

Recently result for latest block-nervous system kluar. Nak kata recently xjuak recent coz before raya dah kuar. Cerik xtauk pa mok dikrepak lam blog, last2 klaka sal result. Dolok masa skolah cikgu polah report card, then parents nurun autograf  pas puas berik ceramah.hehe. Nektok xda gik, so polah report card dikpun. Ney da org polah report card dh masok Uni. It shows that I really concern about how well I did in medical school. Nya la ya concern. 'Report' card. Nak report ngn sapa ow? Report ngn dirik sendirik jak.

Xda gred ah. Rahsia. Malu la xberapa nak terer tp x penah gik fail and dapat C la. Average jak. Tapi okla ya coz usaha pun xberapa nak banyak compared to kawan2 yang len tapi some of them dapat lower gred than me. So I can say tok rezeki yang tuhan berik n I should promise myself to improve. Alhamdulillah, harus bersyukor tapi jangan cepat berpuas hati.

Progress boleh dikatakan x berapa nak best, turun nait turun jak. Hopefully nait balit. This few months rasa cam my spirit is loss somewhere. Of course my parents and friends always support me from behind tapi I loss a major part from him. So mourning of this loss has been the focus of my life since then and it was significant to affect my study. Ermm never mind. 

Mun diat dari chart tok, paling lihai is musculoskeletal block. Dari nama jak dah tauk. Mestila blaja sal tulang and muscles and it was more towards upper n lower limb and also head and neck region. Ada harapan cerah la nak jadi ortopedik tok kedak Dr Sheikh Muzaffar.hehehe.:) So of course this was my favourite block together with nervous system. Senang cita blaja sal otak la, tapi for this block gred xbrapa nak best. Yang paling xbest ermmm foundation block yg mula2 skali. Boring la blaja benda yg almost already thought  masa SPM and matriculation. Gikpun masa ya is time for adapt on environment, making new friends, lecture, n cara blaja.

nok ney satu?rahsia la.haha

So pastok still ada 3 more blocks. Cita2 nak dapat DEKAN. Am I aiming too much?? Setakat tok CGPA 3 ke atas la tapi lom sampei 3.5. Mun nak reach the target, tiga2 block tok msti dapat A solid.huhu.. Together with elective course. Aaahh, boringnya elektif tapi ya la banyak nulong CGPA. Ganbatte!!! Yeahhh!!! haha.:) Dear Allah, permudahkanlah urusan ku dan iklaskan niatku.....amin...

Nur Ikhwah

Nur Ikhwah is a nasyid group from SMK Tunku Abdul Rahman. Thanks to Mohd Zul Zamri, the one who responsible to bring up Nur Ikhwah from 2005 until today. Abg Zul nektok baruk abiz study di Unimas and busy dengan second albumnya dalam kumpulan In Track (add di fb ah.tekan jak link ya) Promote sifu tok.hehe.

The first generation of Nur Ikhwah is lead by Kak Yati, our senior. Tok zaman permulaan yang sakit. Cdaknya dikata perform macam kenak tampar malaikat sampey sorang guru yg beragama Islam xmok jd pengiring. Mendiang Cikgu Chong jak yg mok dgn. Time ya la Abg Zul datang masa nya jd guru sandaran STAR. Lepas cdaknya suma abiz form 5 (2006) second generation Nur Ikhwah ditubuhkan which is lead by me.hehe. Start dari cya nama STAR together with Nur Ikhwah makin nait.

Upon so many achievements (until the national level for 2 years,2007 and 2009 held in Perak and Pahang respectively), I've learned so many valuable things throughout my years with Nur Ikhwah. Being in this group, bukan setakat belajar camney nak berlagu, harmoni, expression, team work, etc, tapi the most important thing is nilai2 ketuhanan dan kemanusiaan yang harus dihayati. Mek orang diajar everytime before training or perform, mek orang akan pray together in a circle. Mesti dalam bulatan n bulatan ya xboleh bengkok. Tok pake mengukuhkan ukhwah. Then amalan berpuasa sunat, semayang hajat, zikir munajat sama2 before pertandingan. Tok pake menyucikan hati n pake ato niat so dat iklas semata2 kerana Allah. Selain ya, mek orang dinasihatkan supaya xdiat performance orang lain time bertanding takut wujud perasaan takbur @ mek-orang-kacak-agik, gya bah. Nak ka lari dah niat ya.hehe

Mek orang berpegang dengan prinsip bertanding bukan nak menang, its not all about winning, tapi satu tujuan-->dakwah menuju kebaikan bersama. Mun niat kita iklas, ya akan terpancar di wajah n dapat dirasa dari suara n lagu yg disampaikan. That is the beauty bila orang dapat menghayati apa yg kita sampaikan. Ya la rahsianya sampey mek orang dapat sampey ke peringkat kebangsaan lepas melalui saat senang dan susah bersama2. Alhamdullilah. Till now mek orang dapat still dpt invite for kenduri kawen, nak paling best kenduri kawen anak Datuk Abang Jo, Menteri Srwk, n yg paling jaoh mek org diinvite pegi di Miri, then majlis2 rasmi n xrasmi kat area Kuching tok.

Bernasyid together with them is kinda food for my soul. I really miss those moments. Kinek tok masing2 mek orang separate further the study tapi mun ada kesempatan time holiday we will meet together n kadang2 mun ada show ada la mek orang perform together. At the moment of weakness, these are the people who support me and remind me of Allah. I'm so thankful to be part from Nur Ikhwah and may Nur Ikhwah live forever in my heart.... 

p/s: Sudi x dgr? Mun sudi diat video mek orang kat youtube, masa tok kebangsaan, xtauk sapa yg upload. To those yg suka nasyid lamak, ala2 Arab gya, tekan ctok. Yg suka kontemporari or moden tekan ctok. Of course this is my favourite. Enjoy~~:)

Miss Ngeg

Ngegeh? Gedik?? Acting cute? A sl**? b****? promiscuous?? Do they all the same??? Oh no, if it is,someone has call me a b**** in an indirect way!! Huhu... apa tok?haha. Of course I'm not. Juz a bit exaggerating. :) Gedik is defined as someone usually a girl who acts in sl**ty way, but not to the extreme, kinda persuasive but acting cute behaviour. Ngegeh=mengada2, a lower degree for gedik.

Camney ya owh? Adakah dari cara berjalan?  Cara bergambar. Expression muka. Nada sora. Utilization of words. Jelingan mata. Cara berpakaian. Cara bermekap. Body gesture. Bagus ka xbagus mun dipadah ngegeh tok owh? Well, its actually depends on oleh siapa perkataan ya disebut and depends dgn senario. Kadang2 ada juak org men sebut jak. FActs about ngegeh --> almost all girls ada some of characteristic of ngegeh tok, at least cgek. Mun ngegeh abiz, suma ciri2 di atas nya ada.haha. Org hot and gorgeous mesti ngegeh but org ngegeh not necessarily hot, paham?? So mun ngegeh ya berpada2, jgn perasan hot melainkan org yg pdh (dgn iklas)

Senario 1: Cara berpakaian n mekap
Fren: Yobih wany. Kacak na jak ktk. Handbag baru, baju baru. Match eyh dgn tudong. Wah, pake heel. Make lip gloss Stage (stlh dpksa sorg kwn gik bli sbb buy 2,half price), celak liquid Maybelline. Knk x pake bulu mata palsu?? Ngegeh eyh ktk.
Me: Haha. Tauk ada ktk ngenak mek.hehe

Senario 2: Cara bergambar
Me: Ngegeh na upa ko bergambar. Mulut ya sa seksi. Ngegeh ko ya.
My sis: Skati ku pun. Kau ya bergambar stail korea. Kiut la tek mulut terngagak cmya? Ngegeh ko balit.
(actually my komen is rami girls typically ambik gambar budget kiut-besarkan mata,ambik dr angle atas n pose sekiut yg boleh)

Senario 3: Saja jak pake word ngegeh (xda knk mengenak dgn ciri ngegeh)
Me: Yerr, buah hati pake baju kaler sama eyh....
Fren: Aie, ngegeh na ktk..

Senario 4: Sebab xpuas ati n rasa menyampah
Unkown: Sak ati na ku nangga nya eyh. Ngegeh da jak. Ish. Sa kacak.

Senario 5: Rasa manjak agik2 dgn buah hati
Boyfriend: Aih, kenak baby makan aiskrim syg. Maka baby ada juak.
Girlfriend: Awww..can I just have a little~~~pleasseeeee~~~~ Mek mok perasa vanilla, strawberry tok xnyaman~~
Boyfriend: Xboleh la. Syg lapar tok. Mun baby mok. Tok syg beli lgik. Mok vanilla tek ka?
Girlfriend: Xmok beli gik. Mok aiskrim syg juak. Plizzzz~~ (polah muka kiut-besarkan mata n muncungkan mulut)
Boyfriend: Aokla,nah. (watever)

Senario 6: Dari lelaki
Boy: U ni gedik la tapi kiut
Girl: Xpyh la U puji2 I dgn ayt budget mengorat tu.haha
(Tok ada susah ckit la bcoz boys are hard to understand)

Senario 7: Dari EX
Ex: MisS Ngeg
Me: ???
Ex: Ktk ya ngegeh tauk?
Me: Ermm (maybe no meaning???)

Moral of the story----> Sumtime ngegeh tok x melambangkan secara keseluruhan. Maybe time ya sa nak bermanjak ngn kwn2 or boyfriend. So mengada2 la ckit. Ngegeh berpada2 tapi jangan la terlalu control. Just be yourself. Mun x suka tutup mata, telinga n semua deria. Mun suka pdh suka.hahaha.

X NgeNanG JaSa???

Amaran, entri ini tidak ada kena mengena dgn yg hidup mahupun yg meninggal dunia. Tok just in general, bukan specific nak ngenak sapa2 ah.hehe. So who is that subject? Yg xkenang budi ya?? I am referring to those yang berkhidmat kat luar negara nun xmok balit2. Dah bagus2 blaja ctok d support goverment Malaysia, gago nak keja tmpt len. Oversea tek bah~~ Baruk la glamer.wekk.

Datin A: Anak I doctor kat India nun.
Puan Salina: Owh, anak kamek doctor di unimas nun. Kelak nyambong ke Hospital Umum.
O tedah, humble jak bunyi mak.hehe. Salu mak bapa kamboh koh anak nya tek blaja oversea (maka biasiswa under MARA or JPA). Abis ctok cnun dipadah. Apa gik mun raya, ya jak topik nya beraya umah org. Ada juak kamboh madah anaknya keja cnun. Selagik namanya oversea, nang glamer abiz. Ada crita nak dipadah ngn suma org pake nya ngeso. Xkira la, study ka dh kerja ka.

Apa yg I mok focus is of course related to my field. Mun da baca news, msti da bca banyak doktor2 mudak lari ke Singapore nun berkhidmat cya. Nang macam xngenang budi kerajaan owh? Memangla hak individu. Tapi kerajaan ada ka jawab macam ya misalnya tek nya xpat berik biasiswa. Skati ko pun, hak individu. Adaka nya madah cmya? Memangla u nak kerja cnun hak individu, tapi kerajaan tampong blanja u study lamak tok ney da hak individu, duit ya hak RAKYAT tauk?

Even yang parents bayar dikpun, setakat berbelas ribu jak pun sebab ya dah disubsidi oleh kerajaan. Kerajaan bayar yang selebihnya BERATUS RIBU

Yang pinjam dari PTPTN pun sama, bayar berbelas ribu jak oi. Ratus ribu gik ya duit rakyat termasuk mak bapak I.

Tok lagik terok. Yang dapat JPA or MARA. Semuanya ditanggung kerajaan. Yahhh. Xtauk gik nak madah. I termasok dlm golongan tok tapi I berjanji utk bkhidmat sehabis baik untuk Malaysia, negara tercinta.hehe.@_@

Xcayak? Nah, coba diat tok

Ingat I tok cakap men tibai jak ka? Suka2 jak anok org? Mun xcayak baca keratan akhbar UTUSAN MALAYSIA tok---->

KETIKA kerajaan sedang meningkatkan usaha memujuk doktor warga Malaysia di luar negara kembali bekerja di hospital tempatan melalui pelbagai insentif, ramai graduan fakulti perubatan Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) dan Universiti Malaya (UM) melarikan diri untuk bekerja di Singapura sejurus lulus peperiksaan akhir tahun mereka. Perkara ini terjadi sejak lima tahun lalu selepas Majlis Perubatan Singapura mengiktiraf ijazah perubatan dari kedua-dua universiti itu.

Tahun ini, jumlah graduan perubatan yang berhasrat bekerja di Singapura semakin ramai. Doktor muda berkenaan meminta kerja di hospital Singapura sejurus mendapat sijil sementara mereka daripada dekan dan serta-merta ditawar kerja sebagai doktor pelatih di hospital negara itu.

Majlis Perubatan Singapura tidak memerlukan ijazah asli yang hanya diberi universiti ketika konvokesyen kerana kebanyakan hospital di sana kekurangan doktor.

Seramai 20 daripada 209 pelajar fakulti perubatan UKM yang lulus peperiksaan akhir baru-baru ini pada 26 Mac lalu menerima tawaran sebagai doktor pelatih dan kini sedang bersedia meninggalkan negara ini.
Ramai lagi graduan dari fakulti perubatan UM sedang mencari rezeki di Singapura. Dijangkakan 80 graduan akan meninggalkan negara ini untuk bekerja di hospital Singapura.

Sebahagian besar daripada mereka tidak akan pulang bekerja di Malaysia. Kebanyakan doktor muda berkenaan menerima biasiswa kerajaan sepanjang lima tahun pengajian perubatan.

Adalah perlu kerajaan mengambil tindakan untuk menghalang doktor muda berkenaan lari melaksanakan kewajipan terhadap negara.

Doktor muda berkenaan sepatutnya menjadi doktor pelatih dan pegawai perubatan di hospital tempatan kerana sudah dilatih selama lima tahun di fakulti perubatan tempatan.

Mereka sepatutnya membalas jasa terhadap peluang yang diberikan untuk dilatih sebagai doktor menggunakan kemudahan canggih di fakulti perubatan dan hospital kerajaan dengan berkhidmat kepada Kementerian Kesihatan sekurang-kurangnya tempoh wajib tiga tahun.

Bagi doktor muda yang kurang bersyukur ini, seolah-olah latihan UKM dan UM adalah untuk Kementerian Kesihatan Singapura. Adalah adil bagi kerajaan menyekat doktor yang baru dilatih daripada bekerja di hospital Singapura.

Kerajaan wajar hanya membenarkan doktor yang dilatih di fakulti perubatan kerajaan bekerja di luar negara selepas berkhidmat tiga tahun yang diwajibkan di Kementerian Kesihatan.

Kerajaan melalui Kementerian Kesihatan sudah mengumumkan skim gaji baru bagi doktor. Di bawah skim baru ini, peluang untuk kenaikan pangkat lebih cepat dan doktor yang bekerja dengan kerajaan selama 10 hingga 12 tahun akan berada di tahap gaji selesa.

Bagaimanapun, kebanyakan graduan baru yang mencari kerja di Singapura untuk mendapat kekayaan cepat. Sebagai doktor pelatih, mereka ditawarkan gaji bulanan S$2,690 yang bersamaan RM6,187.

Doktor pelatih di Malaysia menerima gaji bulanan RM3,665 dengan purata elaun ‘on-call’ RM500 hingga RM1,000 sebulan.

Nampaknya mereka walaupun dilatih menjadi seorang doktor berhati mulia untuk berkhidmat kepada pesakit dan masyarakat seperti mana yang diajar dalam kurikulum perubatan kita, perbezaan RM1,000 hingga RM2,000 boleh menyebabkan profesional muda berkenaan meninggalkan tanggungjawab mereka kepada negara untuk berkhidmat di negara jiran.

PROFESOR DATO' DR LOKMAN SAIM
Dekan Fakulti Perubatan dan Pengarah
Pusat Perubatan UKM

Astagfirullah, bukan nak anok org d bulan posa tok. Just nak meluah apa yg terbuku di minda. So, pk la dikpun. Soalannya wajar x kita bkhidmat d luar negara? For me, ok mun nak carik pengalaman tapi jgnla smpy xmok pulang. Lupak dah cney nya lahir, xpatriotik lagsung, sempena nak MERDEKA xlmk gik bh 31 Ogos. :) Macam2 pendapat. Ya tek just pendapat I yg humble tok.hehe.Yang penting NIAT menuntut ilmu dan bekerja IKHLAS semata2 kerana ALLAH. Anggap ya sebagai satu IBADAH. chowww~^_^

ReSeaRch WriTing?? I'm So BLurrrrr

Read at your own risk-entri tok sgt panjang dan boring. Juz luahan rasa org yg kepak and blur

Such a GREAT PLEASURE after finished nervous system exam last week. I thought this week I can return to the equilibrium, having a form of mild ecstasy comes from my frontal lobe. Kuar ayat doktor.hehe. In simple word, its a relaxation. ^_^ But I was wrong for taking into my mind that this elective week is gonna be easy and less work to do. Baruk jak nak bersuka ria, beronggeng bsama kawan2 (eleh, sak time bz pun da masa nak beronggeng) for the whole week before starting the next block : gastrointestinal system on the next week.

This elective course is compulsory part of phase 1 medical programme curriculum. It is to give research exposure and provide opportunity for the year 2 student to participate and appreciate the process involved in the research. Bukan senang wo. Pening palak, mcm2 jak mok d pk. Diperah2 dh utak tok ckit jak idea klua.haha. Mulanya pening carik supervisor. Alhamdulillah dapat Mr Hairol, expert dalam immunology and microbiology. So ada kenak mengenak dengan jenis research group mek org which consist of 4 people. We have discussed to do lab based research rather than questionnaire. Questionnaire susah ckit menurut kata senior. So our tittle for research is Retrospective study to investigate the link between waterborne diseases and water quality. 

beautiful blue bacteria.kck owh?

Water quality? Gney ya owh? Tauk minum jak nak? Yang penting aek ya msti dmasak dolok. That's all I know. So I did some google and I found there are 6 standard parameters for water quality. Banyak gilak ya, we have to focus and make it narrow, so its easy for us to analyse the data. To relate it with waterborne disease, we choose the parameter of MICROBIOLOGICAL assessment of water quality. It means we need to obtain sample from certain area in Kuching and then culture the bacteria in lab. Tapi masalahnya cney nak ambik sample. We are going to assess the drinking@tap water instead of environment natural water like river. Sebab kinek tok agik2 mun di Kuching ada ka org minum aek dari SUNGEI??? Xda nak? Maok kenak CHOLERA ka?haha. Mesti dari la paip nk. Tapi yg meneritkan urat otak mun aek paip ada ka BACTERIA yg possible di culture?? Aek paip kan dah DIRAWAT? Mestila baceria dah mati. Mun x ari2 byk org knk DIARRHEA. Mun nak ambik sample dari sungei kompem banyak species bacteria dalam ya, mcm2 rupa tapi mslhnya x relevan ambik sample dr river and linknya dgn WATERBRONE DISEASES. Xkan ada org yg minum aek sungei mun ada aek paip nak? Org nektok pun knowledge dh btambah bah. Mcm my dear mom pdh, aek minum msti dmasak pake bunoh KUMAN2 katanya.haha. Then I said, ktk nampak ka kuman2 ya mak?loyar burok bna.haha. Mmg ada possibility bacteria dalam aek paip MUN paip ya contaminated and kadang2 mud also can seep through the pipe system. Ya cuma possibility. I am afraid the outcome is not what as we expected. Argghhhh!!

cholera bacteria.bacillus in shape.sja ngkah pict, boring baca ayat pnjg2 owh?

Yg soh tensionnya we are going to be assessed at the end of our research project. Menurut my buddy, panel2 ya suka BOMBARD student dgn soklan2 yg berbunyi xpuas ati. Takut eyh. Xpa, lak Kok Ken jawab.haha. So this week mesti habiskan proposal and must have solid idea, xda rough2 idea gik. Aritok tek paling kepak, dari pagi sampey petang blaja statistic. Boringnya. This whole week full of research-based lectures.huhuhu. Xpt nk relax, mggu dpn dh start block baru.aiya. But I had learned 2 new things. 1. How to use ENDNOTE. Its a software tool to manage and publish bibliography. Tok penting dalam literature review in which setiap ayat mesti ada citation@references to support. 2. Make a good use of PUBMED, a national library of medicine which consist about 19 millions articles.

Dahla, boring eyh cita psl tok seboring what I felt during the lecture just now. I warned u.hehe. Saja jak bah. Lmk x post something. babai~~

My Latest PoSSessiOn

I just bought this purplish cute camera using my JPA scholarship money.hehe. I always did that every sem. Sorry JPA officer. :) First sem I bought my Nokia X6. Second sem I bought my greatest possession, yamaha keyboard. It accompanies me everytime I feel happy or sad and blue. So this third sem, I represent u NIKON Coolpix S3100!! 

I know its not much compared to those yg besar n byk lens ya. Actually, at the beginning I wanted to buy that one. Lelah pegi ATM ngeluar rm 2K, tapi last2 yg less than rm 1K juak dibeli. Bukannya pa, I'm just a beginner n I dont know how to use the rm2K one, so complicated. Dah la besar, xkiut lalu.haha. So cuteness is more important than its function. That's for me la.haha. Gikpun nya kcik bah, senang mok mbak cney agik2 for me yg suka bgambar tok. I xbulak, I boleh pose cney2. Dlm jamban, dlm perauk tambang. Cney2 jak, name it.

Revolusi dari pake camera hp Xpress Music 5300 ke camera hp Nokia X6 ke Nikon coolpix S3100. Lak next year bli nikon nok besar ya gik. Tuan Residen Kuching dah janji nak beli. Jangan lupak ah pak.hehe. Tunggu I pegi clinical years masa posting practical di Hospital Sibu lak. weee~~hehe

I dah madah, I boleh pose cney2. Tok dalam jamban d One Borneo, KK. Pake hp xpress music, xdiat ya?

Pake Nokia X6. Oh yeah, muka pun berevolusi. Semakin tembam.haha

Tok yg latest, taken by nikon coolpix. I xda dlm tok.hehe. These are my friends, the future doctors. Sapa bkenan?^_^

I was inspired to take cool pictures as my hobby by one of my senior. I was talking about taking surrounding pictures with different elements ok, not taking my own self picture.hehe. Ya hobi lamak ya. Dah lejuk dah. Now I want to try and learn something new. Regarding my senior just now, gambar nya ambik nang fascinating, nang sharp la. Memangla sebab nya pake powerful lens. Tapi without talent, wlpun camera mahal with powerful lens, xjuak kacak nak. These are some of my favourites

DriVinG LiCenSe

Yeah!! I just upgraded my Probationary Driving License (lesen percobaan) into Competent Driving License. Now I can get rid the P license plate (white capital P in red background). Tiap2 ari kuang kuit, kecas kecus mbak Avanza went to class without a valid license. Maka dah tauk lamak dah lesen P ya mati (on 7 may). Thanks to my friend, Aida. Mun nya xajak I tuka, sampey nektok I drive with lesen P yg dah mati.hehe. Nasib xda road block. Mun ndak lamak dh I dtangkap oleh Mr PoPo (abg polis) ^_^

aiyo,blur jk la gmbr tok.tembam glk.ishh

Perjalanan ke JPJ d batu 12 nun dpt dkira jaoh la. Sempat tdo lam Myvi pink kiut aida.hehe. Sampey d JPJ dgn muka yg blur (maklumla first time g cya), xtauk cney tempat. Then da diat sekumpulan abg2 or pakcik JPJ. Bagusla, da k tanyak tok p cam takut2 jak, muka gaok2. 

"Em, samekom, tumpang tanyak. Kamek orang mok renew lesen. Kat sine owh"

"Kitak salah blok. Pegi kitak blok B, kat belakang nun. By the way, nama mek Daud. Dah da keja tetap"

"Errr.makseh" Dalam ati, "Nama mek Daudah. Masih blaja. Lom da keja tetap.haha. Pajak la. Malas ku"

Malas nak melayan. Hanya mampu tersenyum dan berlalu pergi.hehe. 

Dah sampey blok B tek, xsampey 5 minit dah sampey giliran. Peramah juak pak cik ya, p xla flirt kedak Mr Daud ya tek.haha. Cuma sempek juak nyawa takut dtanyaknya pahal lambat tuka. 

"Samekom. Mek nk tuka lesen P ke C"

"Wkmslm. Aie, bukan P ke Q ka"

"Err.hehe" loyar burok pakcik tok.

"Aik. Lamak dah P ktk mati tok dek. Ktk xda drive ka?"

"Erm. Dekat2 jak adala. Pegi kedei (menipu)"

"Brapa taun mok renew? Mun setaun rm30, 2 taun rm 60, 3 taun rm 90" bla bla....sampey 10 taun nya nyebut. Macam I tok xblaja darab tyme skolah marek. Dalam ati sabar jk la. Kali pakcik tok nk bguro.

"Setaun jk pakcik. Lak mek datang agik (jumpa pakcik)" niat nk bguro juak p xjadila.hehe

Ya jak la cta yg menarik masa g tuka upgrade lesen riya. @_@

Exam!!!Ampus nyawa

Arghhhh!!pew pew~~

Dapat ka study benda yg dblaja for 9 weeks in just 1 day??Adoh, harap2 tips byk mbantu. Currently, nektok dalam block Nervous system and behaviour. Senang cta blaja pasal otak bah.haha. Alu terit sa urat palak. Susah n complicated ow. Stress gila tp makin susah makin malas study. Tapi eran juak cam ilek jk jwb paper aritok tek, lancar jak. Alhamdulillah....arap btol la pa d jawab ya. Nk nyedap ati,lalalala~~

Esok OSPE eyh. Da 15 stations, cgek station 5 minit jak jwb. Abiz masa xboleh balit ke station b4 ya agik. Tok pun sama soh nabes. Cgek gik I xsuka loceng jam ya ng kuat bunyinya. Udahla kta tek sengaut nulis (bagi yg xstudy, sengaut entam jwpn) 15 kali gik bbunyi ya. Coba tuka jam ya owh. Dah la kerusi lab ya xbez, sakit jak la b**** ku dudok cya.haha. Nang mcm2. Then last paper sng jak, abc tp ya paper yg membunoh especially true false paper. Salu mun salah jwb xda markah nk tok lain salah jwb alu knk tulak markah. Xpt nk buat2 kompiden paper tok. Adoh...

Tapi yg interestingnya this block is blaja sal perange org. Paduhal....nok perange org plik2 ya duhal ada damage kat certain region otak nya ow. For example org yg suka marah2 (I'm not talking about marah yg biasa). Bukan nya suka sbnrnya, tapi marah ya xpt dcontrol sebab frontal cortical region, bahagian depan otak, kat area dahi ya rusak alu xdapat nak inhibit anger @ susah nak kawal temper. So mun nk gugok jgn kenak cya. ^_^ Tok bena ah bukan mengarut. This is a disease so xdpt salahkan org ya 100% mun nya panas baran. Tapi of course, other factor mcm environment pun mpengaruhi juak.

Tok baruk cgek example but of course there's more. Kelak2 lah ah. Nak nyambong tdo lok,,eyh salah, study...hehe

FACE the BOOK!!

Oh GOSH!! Exam x lamak gik. I still got 70+ lecture notes to read. Arghhh!! Nota suma gik bersih,belom berconteng--->tandanya malas~~~ Nang JAHARU. Nak alah2 facebooking walaupun facebook dah semakin boring. Hari2 bukak facebook benda yg sama jak. Eran juak. Awal pagi fb, masa lecture pun bukak fb (sapa soh lecture boring glk,ok gik ya daripada tido time lecture nak?), ptg pas balit dr kelas terus bukak fb lekak ngerepak ntam JEM (kepak kaki nahan klac Avanza), then mlm sambong agik. Actually pa yg best glk fb tok? Lets see.
6 Things I LOVE bout facebook:

• It keeps me OCCUPIED. Lamak2 tok sedeh, piluk ati ntam permainan jiwa mbak atinya tek beraie. So I have to keep myself occupied with other activities.
• Its a great way to KEEP IN TOUCH wit frens and family. Bukan ya jak, dapat juak contact balit dgn kawan2 lamak even kawan sepermainan masa tadika dolok nok sama2 belemer ngan pasir.
• Uploading PHOTOS and videos. I got hundreds of pictures that I took from different angles. Wo,gorgeousnya~~~ apa? Kau tek kachak? (Kak Lehot madah) Lol,haha. Salunya ompuan yg suka gambar dekat2 menampakkan jerawat dan kedutan di wajah,btol x? sxak dirik pun sama juak.
• Making new friends all over the world.:) Keja nak nge'add' and approve org jak. Femes la dirik tek mun byk friends smpy beribu2.
• GAME!! Yeah~~ Nang addicted abiz mun namanya game. Tapi janganla to certain extent become mindless zombie that rather to take care of their Farmville than their own kids. Gya la mun dh addicted.
• MengeLIKE status org even yg xda kaitan. Mun nak komen lak orang madah tang ada2 nyampok hal orang. So mun dah gya Like jak la. Nak paling best nya status orang berklai lam fb. Beranok2. Tuan badan nang panas ati tapi mun orang len baca jadi lucu.haha.

Dahla.sampey ctok jak. You guys also got quite same reasons as me regarding the facebook r8? Facebook tok ok senanya asal jangan smpy addicted gilak. Everything in moderation is good. Remember that. @_@

Making New Friends

I have my first follower already...yipiiii~~ I'm so hepi. I do always exacerating in making new friends because friends has made a great influences in my life. Recently, I was badly depressed because of problem with my ex. Thankfully, my friends are there stood in front of me. Baruk la da semangat balit. Memang la shared joy is a double joy, shared sorrow is half a sorrow. Tapi bila adanya kawan yg support dari  belakang,kurang la ckit rasa sakit ya. Time kita susah tok la part yg senang kita mok tauk which one is a true friend and truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to forget. Enough bout that.hehe. Actually. I want to congratulate to my first follower for receiving a special present from me------> Kisses from Winnie the Pooh. Muah2~~ <3

About me~~

Name : Nur Hazwani Abdul Rahman

Nickname: Waniey, Aeniey (pun boleh,ni nama omputeh.

ingatkan dulu pt blaja kt oversea ^.^)

DOB : 9 July 1991

POB : Hospital Law King Howe, Sibu, Sarawak

Hometown : Kuching, Sarawak

Schools attended : SK Gita, SMK Tunku Abdul Rahman, 

Labuan Matriculation and currently studying Medicine in UNIMAS

Race : Melayu Melanau

Language known : Usually spoken at home is Melayu Sarawak. 

Kalau dgn relatives sebelah mak ckp Melanau coz diorg xphm sgt bhsa srwk. 

In class, I speak english. I have to do it wpun sumtime broken. 

Its indeed a good practice for my future career. 

Status : Single but not available

Height : 159 cm (weight is not included.its a sensitive matter for teen girls.

all i can say i gain weight lately and i always prone to put on weight easily.@_@)

Hobbies : Singing, Shopping, Playing keyboard, Reading, Surfing, 

Cooking (n I dont like those who refuse my cooking)

Favourites and interests : Purple, baby blue, Medicine, Harry Potter, JK Rowling, Anime, Fiction Junction, House, Glee, CSI, Twilight, Chicken soup for the soul, Katy Perry, Taylor Swift, Kesha, Mozart, Charlize Theron, Jessica Alba, Ju On, Spongebob squarepant, Oggy and the cockroaches